Tuesday, March 25, 2008
March 25th 2008 10:00 p.m.
All I picture is you laying in his arms. You don't love him Leticia, don't do this..... please...
March 25th 2008
Hey tish, its 8:30 in the morning,
and once again I'm finding it so hard to not call you or not to text you or even not to email you. I'm sorry leticia I am, please write to me. I need you, we were so close together I knew I should have taken it to the grave Leticia I knew it. I actually prayed last night tish, I prayed that u come back into my life. This helps to just write down my feelings but it would mean so much more to get a call from you. I don't wanna move on Tish I wanna raise Evelyn together, she has so much fun with us. Ill do good, ill treat u and her better. I'm so sorry Leticia Plz come back to me......I Love You....Te Quiero Mucho!
11:00.a.m.
Please write to me leticia. Every time my phone gets a new message my stomach drops and I get nervous checking it cuz I want it to be you but it never is...... I want to talk to you so bad leticia, but I promised and i'm not breaking those anymore....I promised
6:20 p.m.
Well I don't know what that was about earlier, u say you would let evelyn talk to me after her nap ..... Well nevermind u just called, anyway damn Tish why does it have to be like this? Plz, stop hating me! I'm an asshole I'm a dick but c'mon Tish I've been doing good for a while my only two last lies were about old shit, plz leticia, plz see that I have changed, and call me to call me not just so I can talk to Evelyn. But thanks anyway.... I Love You!!
9:00 p.m.
Well I see that you are serious Tish, I'm glad you can't see how much I cry for you. at least I know this is how you really feel and your not just coming back to me for pity. I Love You anyway Leticia. Just please let me know if you miss that period or not..... good bye My Love...
and once again I'm finding it so hard to not call you or not to text you or even not to email you. I'm sorry leticia I am, please write to me. I need you, we were so close together I knew I should have taken it to the grave Leticia I knew it. I actually prayed last night tish, I prayed that u come back into my life. This helps to just write down my feelings but it would mean so much more to get a call from you. I don't wanna move on Tish I wanna raise Evelyn together, she has so much fun with us. Ill do good, ill treat u and her better. I'm so sorry Leticia Plz come back to me......I Love You....Te Quiero Mucho!
11:00.a.m.
Please write to me leticia. Every time my phone gets a new message my stomach drops and I get nervous checking it cuz I want it to be you but it never is...... I want to talk to you so bad leticia, but I promised and i'm not breaking those anymore....I promised
6:20 p.m.
Well I don't know what that was about earlier, u say you would let evelyn talk to me after her nap ..... Well nevermind u just called, anyway damn Tish why does it have to be like this? Plz, stop hating me! I'm an asshole I'm a dick but c'mon Tish I've been doing good for a while my only two last lies were about old shit, plz leticia, plz see that I have changed, and call me to call me not just so I can talk to Evelyn. But thanks anyway.... I Love You!!
9:00 p.m.
Well I see that you are serious Tish, I'm glad you can't see how much I cry for you. at least I know this is how you really feel and your not just coming back to me for pity. I Love You anyway Leticia. Just please let me know if you miss that period or not..... good bye My Love...
Monday, March 24, 2008
March 25th 2008 @ 12:30 a.m.
Leticia it's 12:30, where are you? why haven't you text me goodnight? you really hate me that much?..... god I wish I could write to you, I Love You so much Leticia, Please write to me.... good night, bye......
March 24th, 2008 10:48 p.m.
Leticia,
Well I promised you I'd leave you alone until you were ready, but it's so hard i wanna call you and tell you how much I Love You, but I know I would just be wasting my breathe. i don't know what to do Leticia. I'm going to wait as long as I can, i really am, but I already promised to leave you alone, I Hope you got the voicemail.... This is so hard Leticia, please don't hate me forever, this is killing me inside.
You kept saying you wanted to hear the truth, and then we could move on, I knew this was too much for you Leticia, you kept saying why do I lie, why do I hurt you. I don't mean to Leticia, but I lie because I have always pictured this happening. and I was always too aftraid to face it. I don't know what to do, I'm so lost at this point in time, but i'm going to give you ur space.
We never really made it "official" that we were together Leticia, I know this is shit you don't wanna hear, but it's the truth, She came back with me yes Jan. 1, 2008. but even though she was living with me, I Promise you Leticia, NOTHING HAPPENED!! Leticia within the first week i knew i had just made the biggest mistake of my life (AGAIN). but what was I to do, I didnt wanna be responsible for her if she were to have gone back to houston and kept fucking up.... I was just covering my own ass! I'm so sorry I have done this too you. I've never stopped loving or thinking of you Leticia.
Leticia all I'm thinking of is you with him, I know I hurt you and you say it was easier to make up your mind but please don't go breaking your promises. I know you said you would have to sleep with him so he would think the baby was his but damnit Leticia, Then you wouldn't know who that baby's father would be. Cuz damnit you can't get an abortion, do you realize how serious that is? that's potentionally Evelyn's little brother or sister! How could you even consider the idea. I know you told me you would anyway, but damnit I didn't think you would go through with it. Please don't do it Leticia, hit me up for more child support if you have to but please don't abort, as fucked up as Priscilla has been her whole life, did she ever abort? and do you think she was EVER ready for a kid?.... just please think about it.
I don't know how long your gonna keep away from me, but i'm going to do this everyday until you come back into my life. I'm scared shitless but I don't know I kinda got a feeling today that in a few weeks everything will be ok. but shit I've been wrong before.
June 1st, My Love, I will be begining a new chapter of my life, and I really hope you will be there by my side embarking on whats to come for us in the future. I'm ready to give up my stupid way's, I'm ready to be your husband, I want you to be my wife, but most of all.... I want to be a family. But you say i have lost it all.... I hope thats not true.
Until you return:
I Love You, Leticia Nicole Linares .............Te Quiero Mucho!!!
Well I promised you I'd leave you alone until you were ready, but it's so hard i wanna call you and tell you how much I Love You, but I know I would just be wasting my breathe. i don't know what to do Leticia. I'm going to wait as long as I can, i really am, but I already promised to leave you alone, I Hope you got the voicemail.... This is so hard Leticia, please don't hate me forever, this is killing me inside.
You kept saying you wanted to hear the truth, and then we could move on, I knew this was too much for you Leticia, you kept saying why do I lie, why do I hurt you. I don't mean to Leticia, but I lie because I have always pictured this happening. and I was always too aftraid to face it. I don't know what to do, I'm so lost at this point in time, but i'm going to give you ur space.
We never really made it "official" that we were together Leticia, I know this is shit you don't wanna hear, but it's the truth, She came back with me yes Jan. 1, 2008. but even though she was living with me, I Promise you Leticia, NOTHING HAPPENED!! Leticia within the first week i knew i had just made the biggest mistake of my life (AGAIN). but what was I to do, I didnt wanna be responsible for her if she were to have gone back to houston and kept fucking up.... I was just covering my own ass! I'm so sorry I have done this too you. I've never stopped loving or thinking of you Leticia.
Leticia all I'm thinking of is you with him, I know I hurt you and you say it was easier to make up your mind but please don't go breaking your promises. I know you said you would have to sleep with him so he would think the baby was his but damnit Leticia, Then you wouldn't know who that baby's father would be. Cuz damnit you can't get an abortion, do you realize how serious that is? that's potentionally Evelyn's little brother or sister! How could you even consider the idea. I know you told me you would anyway, but damnit I didn't think you would go through with it. Please don't do it Leticia, hit me up for more child support if you have to but please don't abort, as fucked up as Priscilla has been her whole life, did she ever abort? and do you think she was EVER ready for a kid?.... just please think about it.
I don't know how long your gonna keep away from me, but i'm going to do this everyday until you come back into my life. I'm scared shitless but I don't know I kinda got a feeling today that in a few weeks everything will be ok. but shit I've been wrong before.
June 1st, My Love, I will be begining a new chapter of my life, and I really hope you will be there by my side embarking on whats to come for us in the future. I'm ready to give up my stupid way's, I'm ready to be your husband, I want you to be my wife, but most of all.... I want to be a family. But you say i have lost it all.... I hope thats not true.
Until you return:
I Love You, Leticia Nicole Linares .............Te Quiero Mucho!!!
Love,
Eric Rusty Munoz
Eric Rusty Munoz
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