March 25th 2008

Hey tish, its 8:30 in the morning,
and once again I'm finding it so hard to not call you or not to text you or even not to email you. I'm sorry leticia I am, please write to me. I need you, we were so close together I knew I should have taken it to the grave Leticia I knew it. I actually prayed last night tish, I prayed that u come back into my life. This helps to just write down my feelings but it would mean so much more to get a call from you. I don't wanna move on Tish I wanna raise Evelyn together, she has so much fun with us. Ill do good, ill treat u and her better. I'm so sorry Leticia Plz come back to me......I Love You....Te Quiero Mucho!

11:00.a.m.
Please write to me leticia. Every time my phone gets a new message my stomach drops and I get nervous checking it cuz I want it to be you but it never is...... I want to talk to you so bad leticia, but I promised and i'm not breaking those anymore....I promised

6:20 p.m.
Well I don't know what that was about earlier, u say you would let evelyn talk to me after her nap ..... Well nevermind u just called, anyway damn Tish why does it have to be like this? Plz, stop hating me! I'm an asshole I'm a dick but c'mon Tish I've been doing good for a while my only two last lies were about old shit, plz leticia, plz see that I have changed, and call me to call me not just so I can talk to Evelyn. But thanks anyway.... I Love You!!

9:00 p.m.
Well I see that you are serious Tish, I'm glad you can't see how much I cry for you. at least I know this is how you really feel and your not just coming back to me for pity. I Love You anyway Leticia. Just please let me know if you miss that period or not..... good bye My Love...